Looking at you all, A mystery unsolved, Like the dead weeping, After thirst caused their fall, But looking at you all, A façade and withdrawal, This pessimism owns me, And leaves me to crawl, Deep inside, where the poison lies, Look and you will find, A deteriorating mind, In an endless sea, Of beauty turned bleak, Deep inside, where the poison lies, There’s a colorless view, And a sky no longer blue, Only black and white, Remains in sight, Deep inside, where the poison lies, I need to unwind, deep inside, So give me a drink, I’ll laugh and smile and think, That everything is alright, While weeping underneath, So confident and bold, A young man feeling old, Oh, I’ll act for a while, Like I’m not so cold, Deep inside, of my mind, I need to unwind, deep inside, Give me some more poison, And watch me fall apart, Like a warrior about to crumble, Once a dagger finds his heart

One long wait, Is it pleasure or is it pain, I can’t quite exactly say, If it’s pleasure or pain, A troubling sensation, In uncharted miles, A frivolous amusement, Of archaic smiles, If it all boiled down, We’d see that life’s one big scale, There’s no winning team, Only pride and insecurities, Cause one mans pleasure, Is another’s, is another’s, is a, Cause one mans pleasure, Is your brothers and your mothers, Is another’s, just one others pain, We live and we die, While holding experiences to apprise, We thrive and get burned, With lessons to learn, If it all boiled down, We’d see that life’s one big scale, There’s no winning team, Only pride and insecurities, Cause one mans pleasure, Is another’s, is another’s, is a, Cause one mans pleasure, Is your brothers and your mothers, Is another’s, just one others pain, One long wait, Is it pleasure or is it pain, I can’t quite exactly say, If it’s pleasure or pain, Or pleasure or pain, Or pleasure or pain, Or pleasure or pain, Or pleasure or pain

My sky’s a fallin’, Do you know what to do, I’ll give you a lesson, Try not to get so confused, But wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, You already did, Ok, just hold the pieces, Put them in a paper bag, Spin it around, Let fly just like a flag, Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, You forgot what to do, But hey Mr. Turkish man, She is taboo, she is taboo, You probably won’t understand, The words that I’m going to hand, To you, you brainless man, Cause you’re an asshole, In the human social niche, But you got the girl, It must be some sort of glitch, You penguin faced baboon, But hey Mr. Turkish man, She is taboo, she is taboo, She is taboo, she is taboo

Alone at last, yet always, Staring into space, What a waste, Sobriety is just an idea of the past, Mine’s to fast, From twisting, turning, falling, Breathing, seeing, believing, Looking for something new, Anything new, Looking out the window but finding nothing, But walls and trees and air and leaves, I saw them all when they were there for me, Take another hit and become alone, And calm and finally free, From twisting, turning, falling, Breathing, seeing, believing, Dreamin’……Dreamin’……In candlelight shadows, Naked in the rain, Movements plagued the darkness, Nothing was the same, So I stepped into the light, And I made myself at home, I didn’t wanna be alone anymore, Dreamin’…….Dreamin’.......

Lust that touch, I had what I want, But it’s not enough, Greed that seed, Spreading like a cancer, It waits to feed, Ahh ohh, Holding up stiff, Blood rushing through, And pumping swift, In and out, A penetrating move, And piercing shout, When she said ahh ohh yeah, Ohh yeah, touch me there, Rain On Me, Rain On Me

Goodbye blue sky, Green growth, With eyes closed forever, I hope you see, Goodbye raspberry splashes, Gasoline tearing eyes, fronzen in time, Overdue, Can I walk in your shoes, Legs far behind me, I’ll see you soon, Goodbye cold illness, Overgrowth, Raindrop falling tears, I hope you see, Goodbye warm smiles, Tender voice, Lonely working thieves, Left in dust, Overdue, Can’t walk in your shoes, Legs far behind me, I’ll see you soon, Goodbye….Goodbye…..Goodbye, Goodbye

Give it up, You’ve had enough, Don’t you know you’re done, Failure, your diagnostic, Sickness, your diagnostic, Heart left, won’t beat alone, Fooled by tender lips, Just a friend, past eclipse, A road unseen, Revolving underneath, Unchanged never ending dream, Innocent yet painted dark, Red and burning dark, Knives fly towards a broken heart, Fooled by tender lips, Just a friend, past eclipse, Trust me, Love me, Crush me, I’m rusted, Touching, Nothing, Loves her, I’m busted

I’d fall in love once again, Just to know that I can, But I sit and sway with a breeze, And gently dance with the trees, While a cold night alone waits to begin, It’s peaceful, I must be high, Mangled leaves float through my mind, Airplanes fly, birds sing a call, And here I sit watching maple leaves fall, While the sun hides its warmth from my skin, And a cold night alone waits to begin, Derailed like a train, A disaster in flames, I’ll pick up the pieces, And find the change, Another cold night alone waits to begin, Derailed like a train, A disaster in flames, I’ll pick up the pieces, And find the change, Like the leaves which always wither, And soar down towards their end, They’re rotting and waiting, To be born once again, They’re rotting and waiting, To be born once again

Just wait it out, Maybe it’ll change, Be a little patient, Maybe she’ll change, Save the sadness, Save the lies, Hold them together now, Bottle them inside, Lift off your blindfold now, Put on your eyes, Don’t fool yourself, Hidden all clean and cute, Swiftly moving, Further from truth, This time seemed so different, So far from the rest, You live so you can learn, To pass the next test, So lift off your blindfold now, Nail it to wall, Take in a deep breathe now, Put on your eyes, Can you still wait it out, Can you still wait it out, Can you still feel the same, Can you still wait it out, You just need some patience now, She just needs some time, So lift of your blindfold now, And put on your eyes, But you just need some patience, And she just needs some time, So lift off your blindfold, And put on your eyes

It started on the train, This analyzing strain of, A cloudy haze, Looking at my shoes, A knot had come loose, But I was dazed, From that look in your eyes, The perfect shape of your smile, Walking in the rain, This over thinking drain, I was wet, Smoke rolled up my sleeve, As the fire went to sleep on, My last cigarette, I can’t stop thinking of you, So please just cut me loose, I shouldn’t have cared for you, I wouldn’t have cared if I knew the truth, I shouldn’t have cared for you, I wouldn’t have cared if I knew the truth, La da da da…….. I shouldn’t have cared for you, I wouldn’t have cared if I knew the truth, I shouldn’t have cared for you, I wouldn’t have cared for you, I wanted to care, Wanted to care, Wanted to care, Wanted to care, Wanted to care

Blinded by a light I’ve seen so many times, Speechless at ease while waiting for a sign, A smile so bright with words sung to me, So I tried to listen so closely, Although I knew before it had began, Against the odds I took a chance, Surrounded by those owl eyes, I couldn’t breathe anymore, It’s tough to never really trust a single soul, Especially one you’re sure you think you know, We’re looking for something in order to hold on, But never really finding what we need till it’s gone, Voices grew and distorted, As I felt so unsorted, I would have stood up and flown away, But she held me down and asked me to stay, As hours soon seemed like days, And everything soon fell right into place, Surrounded by those owl eyes, I couldn’t breathe anymore, A waterfall with so many funny little twists, A life spent with so many connections missed, We’ve come so close but only to realize, That everything we love we leave behind, Here We Go Again, Ahhhhhh, Surrounded by those owl eyes, I couldn’t breathe anymore, A waterfall with so many funny little twists, A life spent with so many connections missed, We’ve come so close but only to realize, That everything we love we leave behind

Miss hot or cold, She walks alone, She stands up high, And tries not to fall, Miss hot or cold, With those luscious lips, A burgundy smile, A temptress, With eyes, sharp as knives, Those eyes, warm as fire, Miss hot or cold, What will it be tonight, Will you show me a world, And hold me tight, Will you spin me around, And melt me down, While pointing my way, And tearing, With those eyes, sharp as knives, Those eyes, cold as ice, What a drunk fit, She had such a drunk fit, She’s such a clean fit, That’s why I love her anyway, Anyway, anyway, I have nostalgia, I want something from the past, That’s too far away, Ooo, What a drunk fit, She had such a drunk fit, She’s such a clean fit, That’s why I love her

Seeking out some trouble, Transparently plain, Lying in a bubble, Always the same, But everybody knows, everybody knows, Don’t you think I know, You’re no good for me, So take off your coats, And tie on some robes, Cause you’re the queens of fear, Never let anyone near you, Overexposure, Taste of royalty, Now I need some closure, Cause you’re the queens of fear, Never let anyone near you, Take it slow, take it slow, Take it slow, take it slow, So take off your coats, And tie on some robes, Cause you’re the queens of fear, Never let anyone near you

A sleeping man, Here in the day, Underneath a willow tree, Down by the lake, It was his home, Home on that day, A shady tree, Down by the lake, Lost again, Cold a, With his pretty wife, She left him in time, There was no goodbye, Lost again, Cold and bitter since, Left for a friend, Free but trapped inside, They’re crying, crying, longing, crying, Three long years since that day, A fire took her lover and her face, She sees a sleeping man under a tree, She begs and pleads for him, To come home and sleep, He never wakes, he never wakes, Lost again, Cold and bitter since, She left him, She’s trapped inside, She’s crying, crying, longing, crying, longing, longing, cryin'

You saw me before, Before my face hit floor, I thought I used to feel, Feel so real, Illusion, it was just a trick, Delusion, it was just a trick, Oh it was just a game, A game that I’m partly to blame, I know I used to feel, So tell me how to heal, From this Illusion, it was just a trick, Delusion, just a trick just a, Just a trick just a, just a trick, just a trick, You egotistic, solipsistic, Confused little child, Why don’t you run away from me now, Mislead little girl, If only your eyes would let you see, Distraught little cunt, Why don’t you stay away from me please, You empty little tool, If only your mind would let you see

Well, let’s go to a place we’ve never seen before, One of mysterious beings and melancholy trees, Oh they’ll wave at you backwards with indigo lights, And talk into your little mind with rancid sights, But there’s relaxing colors in purple skies, Vanilla flavors in mud cream pies, But there’s sober moments left behind, A few of the things one might find, When reality subsides, There’s this and that and anything and everything you ever thought is here you’ll see, There’s little men in yellow tights walking around in plain view sight, They could be kings, There’s shape shifting things with robot tongues, Faded faces that quickly stun, they always run, While looking forward you’ll see behind there is a man with a third eye, He’s not to kind, But there’s relaxing colors in purple skies, Vanilla flavors in mud cream pies, But there’s sober moments left behind, A few of the things one might find, When reality subsides, Stuck in a painting, a silhouette of life, Stuck in a painting, a silhouette of life, Stuck in a painting, silhouette of life, Run while you can, It’s more than most can handle, Live another day, Wake up, Now that you’ve seen this alternative reality it’s easy to get confused and stay lost, But does it really exist or were you just dreaming of this, How can you truly be sure you’re not lost, Because there’s relaxing colors in purple skies, Vanilla flavors in mud cream pies, But there’s sober moments left behind, A few of the things one might find, When reality subsides